Staying up literally night isn’t bad when I could finally get everything off my chest.

Wow too bad my computers broken or all that hate might actually bother me.

Sometimes I wonder, you know, do douchebags do nice things for nice girls because it gets them laid, or because they genuinely want to do it?

I can almost count the number of people that I want nothing to do with now that I’m leaving school, but I keep losing count.

I haven’t made a post in a long time

Well anyhow
I have finally come to the conclusion that I don’t know what’s going to happen now. I’m out of school. I feel like everything that happened prior to my graduation won’t matter later in life. I feel like everything I’ve done in the past year is a huge joke. I dated a serial cheater, under the correct pretense too. Jokes on me, I guess. I also held my breath for SOMEDAY with someone and I am starting to realize that they don’t want it at all. It sucks when you can care so deeply for someone and it can feel like you mean nothing to them. So it’s as if everything I’ve ever done doesn’t matter. I thought maybe I’d win an award for my musical achievements at my schools music award banquet, and everything went to everyone else. If I am not good at music, I mean, why am I still trying? Fuck fucking school. I’ll play music for the rest of me life, and I don’t need a fucking trophy or fucking woman to come home to for me to know I’m fucking successful. Fuck everyone else. It’s my turn, world.

↖lonely

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Reblog this if you are literally suprised when people find you attractive.

laugh-addict:

then I’m like:

sometimes

fml

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